scattered notes and thoughts...
1.
ijinkan aku membencinya
sekali ini saja, dia menyakitiku
(mendongak keatas)
boleh? adakah dispensasi untuk ini?
sehingga doa dan ibadahku tetap berarti?
2.
malu aku memasuki pelataranMU
dengan tangan berdarah, hati menghitam
dan dia mati dalam anganku
ya dia musuhku itu, mati
3.
silakan kalo mau cari muka
aku sudah punya muka
tapi musuh belum punya
bagaimana?
4.
kenapa kamu begitu ingin aku mundur?
supaya kamu bisa labih mudah maju?
tidak. tidak akan. jangan pernah berharap itu.
aku pejuang, bukan pecundang
some scattered notes writtten on August 2005.
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ah, ya..kita bukan malaikat
pun kita bukan iblis sesat
dosa memang tercatat
tapi sorga tak tentu terlewat.