Nana, Terkadang mulut terlampau lelah berkata-kata. Dan seringkali kecepatan gerak mulut tak sejalan dengan letupan-letupan pemikiran di kepala. Maka menulis adalah jawabannya.
Have you ever felt that people treat you unfairly?
treat you tougher than they do others. expect more from you than they from others.
to excel in various things. to come up with good ideas. to translate things in a blink second. to react in a blatantly frank yet constructive mode. to be angel and at the same time devil. and lotsa other stuff. You name it.
it can be frustrating at times.
you keep asking why. why do they do that to you?
(you may even ask : is it possible that actually you are the one who expects too much of yourself?)
you start answering your own question. is it because i am smart? i am tough? i am independent? i am a strong willed individual? Blah blah blah.
it may answer the very question.
no, it is not a sin to be proud of yourself. may at times make people think you are arrogant but. errr or is it a sin? envy pride gluttony lust anger greed sloth. dunno.
but of course just like other stuff, if it gets too much, it tends to be negative.
You get easily annoyed if people do not look up on you. Or else you get frustrated, for you just do not feel like to do what they want you to. Get even more annoyed when people judge you as arrogant for not doing what they want you to.
now, can you blame others for that?
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